My life without you

My life without you
Is just like dew

Looks beautiful from afar
But empty and ajar

The thoughts that invade
My mind and create a shade

I never knew you mattered
Now I am shattered

Looking for peace
In every inaccessible crease

A heart full of guilt
That I shouldn’t have built

Somehow surviving and sorrowed
Which I shouldn’t have borrowed

You were my life
I wish i knew how to survive

You left me alone
With alot of thrones

My life without you
Is jus like a dew


After a long time I am back. This is RD Clumsymind saying HI to everyone.


Life is a sea

Life is a sea

Drowning us like bee
Quit or swim

Make your decision firm
A ray of hope is just like a boat

Keeps us alive and makes us float
Hurdles are salty water

We are surrounded by it but cann’t drink 
Head held high towards the sky

Open wings and try to fly
Dreams are life boat

Makes us euphoric or brings drought
Make sure you survive

Cross it alive.


For reading more of my poems, click the link below. 
I think you’d like this story: “ONE STEP DEEPER. ” by clumsymind9 on Wattpad

Loads of love


Dark Side Of Me 

​That deepest secret of mine

Those buried grieves of mine

Those jealousy feelings

That over flooded mind

Shows the dark side of me

A fake smile

A hidden tear

A bubbly nature

A lovely gossip

Hide that dark side of mine

Those lonely moments

Those endless disappointments

Those depressed nights

Those suffocating days

Are reasons for dark side of mine

Dark side

Dark life

Dark me

Darkest you


​A free space 

An open mind

Few blank pages

And a pen to write

Thats all I need 

To make my world bright
A genuine smile

A caring heart

Non judging nature

And a mind full of flights

Thats all I need

To let you enter my insight 
A white canvas

Some mixed colours

A peaceful scene

And a brush to draw

That all I need

To make my world upright
A bunch of fallen leaves

Underneath A thick tree

An ocean’s wave

Hitting sand free

Thats all I need

In front of my home in midnight. 

You can check my other short poems on wattpad too. My user name is clumsymind9 and my poetry collection is called One Step Deeper. 


Hi pretty girls and handsome boys. Here,  I come with another post. This time with a recent personal experience. 
If you are in a relationship who should you believe your partner or the people who are trying to desperately break you apart? 
I know most of you are going to say, your partner, of course. How childish question you asked,  clumsymind? 
Well, before being angry on me, ask this to yourself sincerely, for once. Ask yourself, if a random guy comes to you and tell you that your gal cheated on you. What will you do? Will you believe him?  Or you are going to ask your girl about what he said? 
Here again, most of you will answer, you will ask your partner first. 
Now, give me honor to bring you to the reality, my dear. Why are you asking your partner about that? Just because a random guy on street planted a seed of mistrust in your blooming relationship and you let it grow by giving your precious time thinking about it. 
Don’t be with anyone, if you don’t trust them. Broken trust hurts more than broken bones. 
Love you all the dear people who take out time for theirbusy schedule to read this. 


​     You were mourning over a heart break and then come a guy in your life, who says- “I am not like rest. You can’t blame every male because one male broke your heart.”

You ask him “It is exactly what he said to me. How can I trust you?”

He replies-“I can show you. Give me a chance.”

You deny him of that chance scared of one more heart break. He begs you like crazy. Finally you start thinking that he is really different and give him chance as he deserves it. You accept your relationship with him. he acts like all loving and caring in the starting. You start feeling blessed with him at your side.

Then one day, he changes, not completely only slightly. Those slight changes add up and one day you realise the person standing in front of you is a completely different person from the one you loved.

He makes you cry initially for him and later because of him. Once a caring guy, is not afraid to scold you on nothing in the public. The guy who loved you once, now never leaves a chance to show his hate towards you. The guy who said he will never let you cry once, is the reason why you are crying now. He makes fun of you because tears spill from your eyes when he hurts you.

One day you decide, it is enough and now it is time to let go of everything that has been hurting you. You start ignoring his remarks which makes you unhappy. 
He try harder to make you feel bad. You ignore him hardest. Finally, you decide to part your ways from him and he suddenly realises he loves you. He starts crying in public over your ignorance.
Do you think he deserves another chance?


In my opinion it is a NO. Just because he cried once in public doesn’t means he loves or he is going to treat you any better. He is not back because he feels sorry for the things he have done. He is back because he is not done hurting you. Give him one more chance and he will show his true colours to you.