We met

​The river slithers under cloudy sky

Serenity so calm, but time did pry

They met, they shaped the perfect beauty

Fates clashed under line of duty

So enchanting and so full of life

Angles allured, devils in strife

The time was up, they said goodbyes

River, it flows where ocean lies
The clouds move east

The river went west

So glad they met

Too alive to rest.

This poem is written by a dear friend. His username is Vortex7. 


Life is a sea

Life is a sea

Drowning us like bee
Quit or swim

Make your decision firm
A ray of hope is just like a boat

Keeps us alive and makes us float
Hurdles are salty water

We are surrounded by it but cann’t drink 
Head held high towards the sky

Open wings and try to fly
Dreams are life boat

Makes us euphoric or brings drought
Make sure you survive

Cross it alive.


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Loads of love



I am an average gal, with average looks,   average intelligence, average potential, average ability, average aim, average motivation and average life. Evrything about me is average.

You can find so many gals out there good looking and beautiful then me. As i already stated i have average looks. I am satified with my looks as i get them from my mother.

You can find so many people who are much more intelligent then me. As i already stated i have an average intelligence. My mother taught me how to read. My first read alphabet was dedicated to my mom. I am still happy with my intelligency without envying others as ny mother gifted me this.

So many people are there who are much more hard working then me. As i already stated i have an average ability. I don’t give up too early neither i hold on to the things too long. My mother taught me lessons of my life. She taught me when to hold tightly and when to give up.

Everyone around me seems to have more potential then I do. Some times I fail a test because i can’t potentially remember what i read. But the lessons of life told by my mother is heartly remembered by me.

So many people around me aims higher than i do. As i already stated I am an average aim person. Someone is aiming to rule the country. For me, I only want to rule my mother’s heart. My aim in life is to make her happy.

I get disappointed easily. My motivation seems to suffer a lot. I see people who are always motivated. I even don’t mind this too as i already state I have an average motivation. My mother believed in me when this whole world was blaming me for my failures. She motivated me to work hard and get what i want.

Many people out there live better life than me. I am not at all jealous of them as i already stated I am having an average life. This is the life my mother taught me to live.

I help people and often get into trouble while helping them. I do good to people but never get appreciated. I am not complaining. I am not asking for appreciation.  I was told to help needy with expecting anything in return from them.

That’s how my mother raise me. She sacrificed so much for me. I sacrificed her sleep when i was in school and i had habbit of studying in night. Every night she woke up in night only to make something for me so that i study and sleep full stomach.

I can’t even get everything she did for me into words.

I love you mom.

Happy Mother’s Day.

Happy Your’s Day.


I still have my childhood stuff. I kept it with great care not only because my memories are connected to that stuff. But, because it made me smile the same way, i used to smile in childhood on seeing them.

If i start making a list it will go endless. To name a few- broken tweety key ring, class 9 report card, first first aid class notes, all those red cross certificates, my master pieces (silly drawings) from my junior class, my note books and much more.

I know i can’t use them in future. The child inside me is dening to discard them.

As we grew we focus more on success and forget about happiness. Contrary to that, my childhood stuff make me euphoric. Resolves my worries, lessen my stress and relaxes me.

Its my only wish to be a child again.

Does it mean…..

People around me, call me CHOOSY.
They say i am not a person who can live normally. I am overly sensitive and lot of other stuff.
If not liking coriander is choosy. Then I am choosy. In addition to it, I also dont like rice, groundnut, cheese, cabbage, cauliflower, tomatos and pickle. Only not eating coriander is choosy but not eating all the above food stuff mekes me more than choosy, people. I like food and i am foody type of girl. A dish full of spices and a dish deprived of every spice it hate these both.

I cant cook and not even like it. Does it make me less of a girl? Am i supposed to be just in the boundaries of kitchen.

I wear what i like. A dress exposing too much skin is not of my type. I am more of a jeans and t-shirt type of person. Does it make my dressing sense a terrible one?

I usually do not speak much. I prefer being quiet when i am in a gang. But i always open my heart to my friend. They never complain against my lack of speech. Does it means i have an attitude issue?

I welcome those who are close to me. I never miss a chance to be with them. I call them first and always my message initiate conversations. When i am with unknown i am unable to start conversation with them. If they start it by themselves i am unable to carry that conversation for too long. Does this make me introvert?

I always reply to greeting sent to me. Smile never leaves my lips, whatever is going on in my life. But i am too busy with my work sometimes i am not able to pay attention to my surroundings and people. Does this means i have an ego issue?

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A wish from heart

Today is your birthday. Today is one of most important days to me in my calander. I remembered clearly you joined my school when we were in 9th class. I am sorry that I forgot how we first interacted with each other!! Your tall physique as girl was hard to ignore for me. Somehow we talked little. Then we talked more and more and more. Talking to you was a routine part of my life then. We became close. Over the time we turned out to be best friends.

You were always there when i needed you. You were always there when i don’t needed you. You saw my transformation phage. My teenage and most rebellious phage of my life. Your heart and ears were always open for hearing all those conflicts of me with my parents and even with my other friends.

We some times argued with eachother and many a times we fought with each other too but you always ended those riots and made me calm. You always paid attention to all my stupid ideas and laughed at my silly jokes. We solved maths and physics together. We went to early morning tutions together. We even handled those boring lecture together.

Taking different career parted our ways a little. But you don’t need to stay with someone 24*7 to call them your friend. You were there for me always and you are still here for me. I loved ypur company and now i miss your company.

This is your birthday. I planed to irritate you little on your birthday but you failed my plans. Be ready on your next birthday i am not going to fail again.
For this birthday, May you live long enough to see all your dreams coming true. May all your coming years be filled with all the happiness you ever dreamed of. May love knock at your heart’s door soon. Happy birthday.