Dark Side Of Me 

‚ÄčThat deepest secret of mine

Those buried grieves of mine

Those jealousy feelings

That over flooded mind

Shows the dark side of me

A fake smile

A hidden tear

A bubbly nature

A lovely gossip

Hide that dark side of mine

Those lonely moments

Those endless disappointments

Those depressed nights

Those suffocating days

Are reasons for dark side of mine

Dark side

Dark life

Dark me

Darkest you



Remembering him every single day, is not going to make you feel any better. Crying for him every night, is not going to make him come to you again. All you have left, is only one option. Give yourself a break and think about it. May be you have cried too much for him already. May be you have already missed him beyond limits. If he would have cared about you, he might not have left. Accepting he is gone is a big decision though. Today or tommarow you have to accept it too. For now you need to remember he was not centre of universe. If you want to die without him then you should also think about people around you. One wrong step by you, can destroy many lives and he might not get affected by it all.
Remember: Crying for a guy princess. No. Look up , your tiara is falling down.

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That one person

He was never with me. He was never mine. He only talked to me when he needed my help. He was stressed so he opened up to me but that too long time ago. Then he found someone for a while. He again forgot me. He again had heart break and approched me again. As a good friend i always did what i could. He never showed any signs of intrest in me. Still i fall for him. Reason, even i dont know myself. I gathered all my courage to confess my feelings. And, he rejected me. It was just a no for him but for me it was end of my life.
  I started my life again pretending to be happy. Pretending to live well. Ignoring him. Deep inside i always knew, i am just pretending. In reality, i always helped him when he needed. I always cared for him. The result was i again fell for him. This time i took time to confess. He rejected me again. Now i am at a point when i dont even have tears left in my eyes to cry. I still loves him.

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