Remembering him every single day, is not going to make you feel any better. Crying for him every night, is not going to make him come to you again. All you have left, is only one option. Give yourself a break and think about it. May be you have cried too much for him already. May be you have already missed him beyond limits. If he would have cared about you, he might not have left. Accepting he is gone is a big decision though. Today or tommarow you have to accept it too. For now you need to remember he was not centre of universe. If you want to die without him then you should also think about people around you. One wrong step by you, can destroy many lives and he might not get affected by it all.
Remember: Crying for a guy princess. No. Look up , your tiara is falling down.
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